The Saturday

So, as I've pointed out in my previous post, Today's the haloween day. I didn't make any celebration, but, just slacking around. HUH!
I woke up at 1 pm together with hungry (he overnight at my house). I went to have lunch at Myer, with Hungry, then, I persuaded him to look for sunglasses. There was a Burberry Sunglasses, damn nice! After seeing the price, I straight walked out. 350 dollars. which is equivalent to RM1225.oo (Msia Dollar). but, before that, i tried so hard to persuade Hungry to get one instead. We went to David Jones, Vic told me that he is also looking for one as well. he asked for the price including the precription, and it's gonna cost about 600 dollar per sunglasses. So sad to hear that all the Oakley sunglasses can't be prescripted as the lenses are too curved. So unfortunate that she said most of the glasses doesnt suit to be prescriped. We both shopped for hours before she got back. It was so hot! (33 degree), so, after hours of having fun, I straight back to my appartment. Too hot and Too tired! I went to take a long nap! and you know wat, I slept for 3 hours, while Careena was playing computer games in in the other room. Sorry ya, didn't entertain you. I woke up at 9 pm, and head to kitchen to squench my thirst. this stupid Sas(indonesian housemate) said that i slept soundly, wtf! he really pissed me off!. made me so embaress.

I went down to have Subway for dinner this time with voucher given by Andrew. got a foot long! lol! This is my Saturday!

I sat down in front of my computer, and suddenly noticed that my sister had left an offline massage. I totally forgot that today is her big day! She has just got her citizenship as singporean. A very BIG congratulation for her! Love you so much! always give you the best supprts1 Then, we both started talking about some personal stuff.. She was trying to persuade me how smart gals are! reminded me not to get trapped! haha1 I asked her whether can she read all those Foul language that i wrote almost all my posts as she is pragnenting now. " Not good lor.. later my kid will follow.". YAYA! I respect her for sure.. hehe..


Just wanna show that how close my relationship with my sister is.


Meanwhile, I recieved a massage from her again. saying that she missed me so much. LOL! watever it is, she was trying to complain that i never write about her in any of my posts. I got her something! Remember that i talked about her printing out someone's posts by using chinese? I GOT HER! I guess she tried to mean me! "if you got update your blog tell me har...i ask my sis to help me print it out". this is what she massege me. ahahhaha! So how, do you want to admit?

Simply just an ordinary Saturday, with a special congratulation to my dearest sis ever who has just got her citizenship.

The Cruel High School Educators!

"I really dont like teachers to be UNFAIR"

I just got back from cocolat, had some stupid milkshake that costs me 6.50 dollar. Bloody hell!
On my way back to my appartment, I couldn't stand staring at they two talking so excitedly! furthermore... erm.. 'cant tell' sorry.
I tried to find something lame to talk to Hungry. HARH! GOT IT! Lets talk about Pn Chiew. she was my ex-teacher who used to talk shit in chemistry!
I REALLY DONT LIKE HER! She was the one who broke my friendship with a best friend of mine! ah yang, and also Zh. haiz! she is.. simply very kepo! really hate her!
Things happened when i was in form two. Then, she was teaching some fucking studff which involved the usage of fucking asbestos sheet!
"before I start the class, does anybody know what is the use of asbestos sheet in laboratory?"
no one could answer including me. GOSH! i knew what was her next target. She asked stupid ZH again! wtf!
"ZH, can you contribute your knowledge to the class?" ARGHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE THIS!! so unfortunately that stupid zh knew the answerr! wtf lar!
this was what she said after zh told her that it is used to minimise heat loss to the fucking surrounding :"VERY GOOD!!! You've got the understanding very clear" wat the fuck! Why the fucking Chew so sayang zh?? he smart meh? I guess i m smarter!! he handsome?? wtf! gila chew! so old still want to tackle her student! fuck her off!.

Still remember vividly in my mind. One day, while having an ordinary science class in form 2, i was playiong with zh, then, i hide his pencil case. later, its'w disappeared. then, fucking chew blamed me that it was my fault! wtf! she said i needed to be punished! fuck her off! She caned me infront of the whole class! As i was the treasurer of afternoon prefect, i felt damn fucking emberess man!. emagine! You are high poss leh! somemore you should be the model for all students!. She really pissed me off man!. again, Fuck her off!

Luckly in form 5 i was so smart! I m not gonna let her unestimate me anymore! I did much much better than stupid ZH! however, there were still much conflicts which i lazy to mention here!

Just to conclude, I really fucking hate seeing teachers who being unfair with me! I really can't forgive this kind of people.. argh!! too tired now..

the Adulthood!

I've been blogging for times, and now, it seems to be an addiction to me! 'Blogging", kinda fun actually. Despite the fact that i can tell others what have I been doing the whole day, I could actually sxpress out my feeling, my soul in the other way. I ain't gonna talk much about all these much, and gonna start talking about Halloween Celabration in Adelaide, which falls tomorrow.

This is the first time I heard of this kind of celebration, so, here is what I found out about what is actually meant by Halloween Celebration.
"Halloween (also spelled Hallowe'en) is an annual holiday celebrated on October 31. It has roots in the Celtic festival of Samhain and the Christian holy day of All Saints. It is largely a secular celebration but some have expressed strong feelings about perceived religious overtones.[1][2][3]

The day is often associated with the colors black and orange, and is strongly associated with symbols like the jack-o'-lantern. Halloween activities include trick-or-treating, wearing costumes and attending costume parties, ghost tours, bonfires, visiting haunted attractions, pranks, telling scary stories,and watching horror films."

I'm not kinda keen about what is fun about this celebration. So, i guess nothing much that I would do on this day (tomorrow). I mean, I m not possible to go for clubbing, guess what? It's gonna be an ordinary day. Some of my friends came over to my appartment, but, this time with some beers. LOL Guess wat, My mum will sure be staring with her big eyes reading this sentance again!. BUT,, I DIDNT DRINK!

I was asked to buy this, one thing that made me startled was that the counter gal didnt even check my passport. I looked so mature now! ahahaah i m old..

it's gonna be kinda random in this writing, and Let me proceed to some interesting thing about relationship stuff. I am over 18 now. It's legal for a son to talk about this, Ma. Well, "'18' doesn't mean that we are freed". I never believe that ones who reach at the age of 18 and he or she can do whatever they wish to do! Exectly NO! As long as we are in our studyhood, we still have to be able to think wisely. We are and always asians. If i were the Prime Minister, it would definitely be a NO to have SEX, NO alcoholism and clubing. i MEAN, come on! we still rely on our parents, we need their money! we cant live without them! well, basically, i m talking about this is because of someone, she is kind of gud friend, who got herself involved in such situations. I know she has no way to avoid, but, listen to me, think about your future. you are just 18 now. u still have 62 years to live, which is equivelent to three times of your life since you were born.

Alright! now, Love relationship. I dont mean that teenage or adults can't get involved in relationship. One thing that i am curious about : Parents love us so much, and we give our love to ones that we love". Does it make sence? i wonder how do our parents feel. For sure you will have some contraversial issues with your parents before, even your parents did. but, normally, to consoul myself, I would think that where am i gonna be without them. I wont be in adelaide to further my studies. I acknowledge that some may think that they might as well not be born to suffer with all sorts challenges. BUT, this is for you, 'fly', Hvae to think that life is cute. full of ups and downs, challenges that make you improve, anger that makes you learn not to annoy people, failure that makes you succeed, and regrets that gives you lessons. LIFE IS SO UNIQUE,

I've read one of my friend's posts, but, she was writing in chinese, so, cant read and understand most of the parts. Came to a part that says she read someone's blog and found that it was so interesting that made her to print it out!. lol Should I copy and paste what she wrote in the blog and let everyone to translate it for me?

I am gonna end this post, as I still have something tol write about my high school educators in my next post now. haha.
dont forget to catch it later. Cheers!

THE CRUEL TIMER

"Time's Up! Pen down, now!"


I knew that today ain't gonna have any special events that can panetrate in to my blogger. TEST AGAIN!!! bloody EAP Argumentative essay writing test!

I skipped my physics class today, as again, didn't sleep the whole night. I got my EAP revision ready, and my physics review done (partially), went to bed around 6.30am. i slept until 12.00 noon, and got ready for the test at 1pm. I was thinking to have my lunch at Swinging Bowl, but, ended up with stomuch ache. I went to Subway instead, fast, and healthy! Bingo! I straight headed to 195 N.T. and had my lunch in one of the classrooms with feww china friends as acompanymewnt.

I started my test exectly at 1.10pm. and what the bloody hell Liz told us that the test period has been changed to 100 minutes instead of 2 hours. FINE! and what ended up was that i lacked of time!

"Alright class! Time's up, Pen down, now!" ARGH!!!!! 100 minutes's passed.
"Please, Give me another 5. I just need this to get my conclusion done!" I asked to get some extra time.
Instead, she told me that I've got the last minute to get my last sentance completed. I didn't put a damn, just kept writing until she grabed my 4 articles. Fine! i no longer need'em. Too nervous! I tried so hard to finish up few sentances to conclude my argumentative writing. She was standing beside me, keep pushing me that I should have handed up 5 minutes ago. I didn't know what was I writing about? Crabs? lol! whatever! at least i've got some marks on concusion! Bloody hell!



I guess I've got nothing to write in this post. oh ya! Wanna talk about something here!

I believe it seems rediculous, stupid, and watever, i mean, writing about relationship stuff in blogger, and let everyone read, even your family, especially your parents.. doesnt it seem to be such a stupidity?
I've read some of my friend's blogs (Not Adelaide's), trying to express their progress in relationship.. HUH!!! very emberressing (for me). I mean, i really wish to know how to have that courage on writing such stuff? what to start with?

HUH!! CANT UNDERSTAND!!! or is it because i m kinda shy? lol!!! ya lar! i also wich to express my love to the person i love, my anger to the people that i angry with, and my hates to the people i hate.. BUT HOW??? through blogging?

"Actually, I've got a crush on 'J' since months ago. BUt, never have the courage to to express my love to her. I've had a very good time with her, but, found that we've got a big gap in between. What sort of 'gap'? yea. probably studies? background? unmathcable? whatever it is, it seems to be a tough task for me to have the precious moment to tell you, that I LOVE YOU.. "

what the hell all these? How to aspect me to say this kind of words in public and let everyone see'em? I can't believe if your parents were to view it. LOL!
First question they will ask:"You are in love?"
second question :"Since when?"
third question :"why didn't you share with us?"
forth question :"Does she show any responds?" - I hope she does.
Fifth question :"Do you concentrate on your studies?" (sure asking indirectly)

the questions sure followed by some feedback moral or I would say it as "bible
reading session"

FIrst :"You should have focussed on your studies right now."
second :"It's not actually the time for you to have love relationship."
Third :"The future is yours. Women do not determine your future."
forth :"If you feel this affects your studies, make sure stop it."
Fifth :"Ma tell you this (These) is actually for your own good, Trust me,concentrate on your studies and make us proud."

So how? Is this your parents' style? ahahhahahahahahahahah! I m damn sure My mum follow my posts everyday. and sure she will see this. ahahahahha
well, again Ma, dont worry, I am still single right now. dont really wish to be coupled YET. well, unless she is HOT. BUT, i will never put my family, especially parents lar ofcos, to number three. the first is always my future, though i love'em so much.

Mr Homer

"Hungry, do you miss your home?" i asked Vic out of sudden.
"the first thing I'm gonna do is straight away to find Man yan" immediately he replyed me.


As normal, most sunday nights I couldn't fall asleep easily. I've tried the best way to get myself into the 'no one's world', but it's hard. I closed my eyes tightly, trying to think of something wierd to get into the dreams. Upon hearing the door shut, eventually i opened my eyes, telling myself this it's gonna be impossible to fall asleep again. I walked out. straight head to the kitchen and had a cuppa (well, Milo instead), knowing that my housemate was back. After a short chat with him about my personal stuff, I eventually could manage to sleep. HUH! thank god this time i slept tightly.

I woke up at 7.20am. and prepared facing the next challange of the day. After having lecture at 9am, i took a nap again at my house. GREAT! 8 hours sleep! fair enough for a teen.

I had my maths studies class with Paul. Lucky that vic was there as well. yea! as usual, paul's class = boring class. i had a gud chat with vic. what sudden came to my mind was: " your home is waiting for you". I miss my home! I miss everyone in my home, i miss everything in my home. and again, Marco (will be introduced a moment later).

"Hungry, U miss your home?". i asked vic, hoping he would giv me some feedback on how sweet our homes are. Saddly! "the first thing I'm gonna do is straight away to find Man yan" immediately he replyed me. i was think this what the fuck is this! i mean, even parents not even as worth as gf! what the hell are all the teens thinking! parents dont even worth a single cent for them. ArGH! forget it! I just put a loughter on my face.

So fortunate to know that I am, for sure, not a kind of women-centering person as 'someone'! Indeed, I am not. yea, probably, i m still single now? (never wish to have one either, well, unless she is HOT, and deep into her) aiyah! dont worry ma, i know you dont wish me to have one yet.
? LOL. Certainly, the first thing i would do when i step into front house door, he will sure be the first "person" to welcome me.. MARcO!!!! He is my pempered pet ever! he has been with me for 3 years. I've been spending most of my time with him before I came to Adelaide.

Eversince I m out of the house to further my studies, I noticed that there's a gap between my and my home. "after you stepped out of this house, you will be just like a guess when u come back that time". this is what my mum told me before i came to Adelaide. She means that I no longer be one of the owner of the house. it makes sence. I no longer have the chance of staying permanantly. I no longer be the owner of my sweet bedroom, wardrobe, and my own study desk.





Won't forget about my ah mah! miss her so much! I seldom call her nowadays.. well, because, I could sense what is she gonna say on the phone. haha
"Have you got your meal? still have enough money to spend? Is it cold in australia? Have you ever been starving? how's your study? Any improvement? can you pass the tests? and the worst thing is - do you need me to get some talisman that brings luck for you?" I am really sick! well, she cares about me a lot. i always wish that I am her best ever grandson! BUT, i know she is more to my brother! this really makes me feel jealous!

I will be having a continuous therr-day tests. now, still unprepared. hate'em!

Sucks in Bradford

"We work now is just for you."

The first day i stepped into Bradford, i was so brave and felt confident enough to pick specialist maths and physics as parts of my foundation study courses. Until the last two weeks before the first term holidays, only found that I have no interest on those subjects (involving figures). i had the courage to accept the fact that my parents insist me to pick up engineering course in Uni. well, they knew that i have no direction on which path should i head to, and, decision made was, to be an engineer. thats it!
Dad has always had such a strong confident that i would become a successful engineer and will be employed by a big patroleum compony as where my brother-in-law works now. yea! I admit! brother George has been quite a successful project engineer since graduated from uni Adelaide, and thank god my sis found him as husband. Yea, but, after few weeks studying specialist maths, i just found that spa maths just sucks! Everything i know about spe maths is just sucks. i've got no tallent on counting, from that on, i told my self, my parents and my sibblings, (except my brother who never borther about my study progress) that i m stupid in figures. and believe it or not, I dont even know anything about banking stuff. My parents paid a visit on me during the first term holidays. i believed they were so worried on me, they seemed sorry to me on not giving me the freedom to what i wished to study. The very first word when they met me at the airport was:'how are you going on with your studies'. I refused to give a damn. howver, what was in their mind i could read clearly. saying that i was so down that time.

months later, i tried my very best to cope on specialist maths. though it ended up with only a mere improvement, i was quite satisfied. because, i know that that isnt my field. I've been pushing myself so hard, Forcing myself, saying that i really gotta pass my foundation studies. and thats it! my mind keeps pushing me! saying that my parents have been spending so much money on my studdies. that is such a great chanllange to me, telling me that i should not disappoint'em. "We work for these few years is all for you." i felt so sorry when they mentioned this to me. Yes i m clearly understood that my dad's job isn't that easy! i believe even my brother cant handle it well. All only involve physically!
that is a big motivation ever for me to continue on putting a great efford to hit 77% in my foundation year. this is my bigest chalange eever in my whole life of 18 years.
the soul of life construction, I am having such a great challange ever in my life, ie, in my foundation studies (Bradford College 2009).
lastly but not leastly, from the bottom of my heart, i thank my parents alot, giving me apportunity to study abroad. you played yr role as great parents ever, u moled me up, giving me so much supports! I will never ever forget my role as a child (the youngest one).
Mk and my dad.. my parents so sayang him. haha

in glenelg with my mum..


in the tram on the way to glenelg

To Begin With

This is my very first writing on the blog, trying to get the meaning and purposes on blog writing though. I've been making some survey on the reasons of blog writing, found that the reasons are: to express our feeling that couldn't be poured out orally, to show others what is our actual thinking, and to share our happiness, sadness, or even some heart breaking stories.
isn't this crazy? writing this on the blog and letting everyone knows your secrets, and to show your abhorance towords others, lame? Exectly! LAME!
Well, yea, this is perhaps my first time on blog writing, perhaps can't tell everything much about my internal feeling. i mean, u guys know, i m kinda 'antisocial', as what Careena used to say about me. well, it is! I am. I dont wish to be. I mean, will i be changed by writing blogs? Do I seem to consider this as Lame? really wonder how to start writing, i mean, i dont simply share my stuff with others, even a best friend of mine, Yang. BUt, hopefully i will come to an end of understanding the word "LIFE", but, is this the way?